Happy holidays and new year!
It's been a long time since I've posted. But over the holidays, I checked out my favourite sites and have caught up on what's been happening with my buddies.

I didn't give up on blogging. Instead I took a break. Unlike Coolrelax, I'm not willing to end the whole blogging experience. I know many guys consider ending the journal thing. But when I need to break, I'll do it. It doesn't mean that I'll never be back.

So it is a new year, and I need to write about what I've learned, and what will be different in the coming year. There's so many things that need to change.

I went to an astrologer four years ago, who's very well regarded, here in British Columbia, Canada, who told me I would meet my long term partner when I turned 39. I will turn 39 on January 9th. I'm not worried about it. I know I look amazing for my age. But I would like to meet a nice guy. It's funny - I've become more practical about what I'm looking for in a guy. Sure, I'd like him to be handsome, perhaps a big dick, or even willing to sing Mr. Grinch karaoke-style to me. But instead of super-hot-sex, I'd like a guy who's willing to be with me over the years, we'll take care of each other, through illness and health, and help me to manage my money better. I guess that's what happens with age.

Over this next year, 2004, I will...

Redecorate my beautiful home.
Keep my beautiful home (even though it's very expensive)
Continue teaching.
Continuing getting new contracts.
Work out regularly.
Eat properly.
Maintain balance.
Travel to Europe.
Get Restalyne on my lips.
Buy a new Mac.
Discover new levels of fitness.
Create at least one new revelation in my personality and life.

Well, I've written it, so I need to keep my promise of my new years.

Ciao.